We live in a world of systemic disconnection … a disconnect from ourselves, one another, all creatures, Source, and the very land we live on.
This disconnect is the root of all pain we see and experience. When we feel disconnected, we feel alone, ungrounded, untethered.
…Perhaps like we don’t belong.
I believe this systemic disconnection is one of the greatest myths we’ve ever told ourselves as a species.
I’m not quite sure how we got here, but along the twisty way, we forgot the truth:
We’re interconnected and interrelated
to everything and everyone.
I’ve noticed that when we feel this disconnect, we minimize our self-expressions.
We don’t tell the truth all the way. We hold back.
It starts out with “little” things.
We say yes when we mean no.
We say “I don’t care” when a loved one asks us what we want for dinner (when we really want pizza—with extra cheese, please!)
We overextend ourselves financially or with our time.
Pretty soon, we do this more and more and with bigger things.
Maybe we convince ourselves we’re happy in our marriage when we aren’t.
Maybe we tell ourselves we’re happy in our jobs when we aren’t.
Maybe we just say we’re happy when we aren’t at all.
Maybe we don’t report that act of violence we witnessed.
Maybe we don’t report the bullying or abuse we experienced.
Maybe we don’t stand up for something we believe in at the risk of being ridiculed or called out.
Maybe we just shutdown.
Eventually, we stop telling our truth and find it challenging to connect to what our truth really is.
…We forget ourselves.
…And then, things fall apart.
We begin making choices that are out of integrity with our beliefs. We feel our beliefs are nebulous, anyway.
We might not even remember what brings us joy, what makes us happy.
(What DOES make you happy?
What DOES bring you joy?
Do you remember?
If so: Say it! Claim it! Do it!)
Connecting to ourselves and expressing who we truly are—and what we most need to say—is the way forward.
It’s our liberation as individuals, as a species, as a world.
Remembering the so-called little things … to watch that sunset, to use freshly ground coffee instead of the packaged stuff, to embrace your child just a little longer, to really smell the freshly cut grass … connects us each day, in a myriad of ways, to ourselves.
Whatever it is that connects you, do it. And do it all the way.
It brings you home to yourself. To all of us.
It propels us toward greater expansion, while strengthening our inner-trust and inter-trust.
If we do not express ourselves authentically, then how can we expect others to trust us?
How can we trust ourselves?
How can we trust one another?
When we express ourselves authentically, we realize we aren’t disconnected or separate.
We realize we belong because we see ourselves in others.
We remember who we are.
When we remember who we are and feel connected.
We remember we are connected with the entire world and everything in it, too.
We are not alone.
It’s not even possible…
And let’s face it, we could all do with feeling that innate sense of truly belonging and being interconnected.
…Because the feeling of disconnect and isolation, of not belonging—or that only some of us are deserving of this while others aren’t—is pervasive in every corner of the globe.
Why else are we having wars and children are shooting children at schools?
We’ve forgotten that we belong to eachother.
This truly breaks my heart. It causes such pain in our world.
In our communities.
In our families.
In our hearts.
So, how do we come back from this?
We begin connecting with ourselves and expressing what’s true in our hearts.
I know: That takes a bit of courage.
Start “small.”
Say no.
Get off social media when you’re tired and do what it is your body and soul is asking of you.
Reschedule that appointment that you’re dreading (because you’re overtired) for a few more days so you can take care of yourself and rest.
Ask for a hug.
And if you’re feeling really brave, write that text or make that phone call you’ve been meaning to do … you know the one … the one where you tell the truth.
Tell your truth.
Express yourself.
It just might save your life.
It might just bring us all back to eachother.
This is very timely. I’ve been trying to do it with myself. Starting small. When asked if I’m ok I answer truthfully- No I’m not but there’s nothing to be done about it. That’s being truthful with myself and with the other person.
Yes, Linda! That’s everything, really! We somehow belittle the “small” things, when really, they are the big things! They all “add” up and they’re the moments of truth, the times we are honoring ourselves and what is real. And when we do that, we can tell our truths.
Big hugs and so much love to you. <3
Thank you!
You are writing what I have been feeling and saying, to myself and my close friends and family. Seeing it down on paper this way made a huge impact… made it more important than I have realized…
With love, Lena
Oh, thank you, Lena! Yes, I think there are probably a lot of us saying this, but for some reason, it’s quite quiet. It feels like somehow, it needs to be more greatly understood so that we can truly take care of ourselves, fully, and one another. <3
Sending you love ... and thank you for taking time to respond!
So well put. I feel like you are telling me to slow down, so that I can really hear and believe my truth. If I can tell my truth to myself then maybe I can tell you too. I love the idea that we belong to each other. Because we truly do. Thanks for the encouragement.
Ohhh, yessss, Barbara! Yes! When we slow down and hear ourselves, our true voice, our inner truth, we can be that honest to others, too. <3 <3 <3
Sending you love and thank you for commenting! <3
Your most sensitive grasp of one of the most blatant ‘secrets’ momentarily present in all of our lives is awesome and ripples out into its continuous unfolding and healing. Bowing to this heart-filled sharing.
Thank you so much, dearest Easula. <3 It's so thoughtful of you to comment here. Sending you much love. <3
This is beautiful Rebecca, and I feel it in my heart to be true 🙂
Thank you so much, dear Constance <3