Dear You,
We met 12 years ago today in that little coffee shop next to the ferry. I saw you through the large window, sitting calmly in your independence, your head gently bent over a book on global issues. Your big ideas, your worldly view and experiences, your easy presence drew me in as we sat for hours talking, drinking coffee.
More than your experiences, I was intrigued by your candor and passionate beliefs, your firmly held views. That was attractive to me. I knew the stories you shared were a cover for something deeper; of course, your wild tales would usually work as a great introduction, a type of foreplay … I was sure most girls fell for that … and your English accent.
I wasn’t that kind of girl though. I wanted to know more. Not just what you did or where you traveled, but what you liked and what you read and why you did what you did. You said you were taken in by my smile.
You felt disarmed that I could see beneath the layers and scratch under your veneer. There wasn’t any real trick to that: I just listened. Maybe you needed that.
Who knew a coffee and hours of talking would change our lives. Within a year, I would sell all my stuff, pack-up my belongings, move to England, and start a new adventure with you. We weren’t engaged. No promises were made. Friends thought I was crazy. I knew I could go back home if it didn’t work out.
Those coffees led to a strong friendship; love; marriage; travel; multiple moves to many countries on four continents; a beautiful, fierce daughter; a painful separation; getting back together and trying again; and then … now … to divorce.
But that first day we met, in the car, on the long drive to my home from the ferry station, you said, firmly, “I’m never having kids and I’m never getting married. I value my independence above all else.” You said it.
Later, you tried so hard to pull back some of those words, to make sense around how you felt about us. “Maybe I just hadn’t ever met the right person,” you said. I watched you struggle putting those words in your mouth. That never changed – the struggle. You tried to swallow them – all those words whole. You tried to be one kind of man and then another kind of man and tried to make sense of it. I kept being me and attempted to hold it all with both palms open and my heart wide, but cracking, because neither of us could keep the opposing, pulling sides – forever. Not within the constructs of anything resembling conventionality.
Not to say that we were conventional. (Neither of us are.) And I loved that about you.
There was so much that we understood and that was good. That keeps us friends. We don’t fight. We don’t yell. Or call names. But the wind wasn’t calm and you wanted something more raw – while I needed grounding. This conflict, our weather … we brewed high pressure. That hurt you. It hurt me.
Yet, I have a lot to thank you for. We have 12 years’ worth of words. You gave me your friends, your family, and they became ours. I gave you mine. Now – yours belong to you and mine belong to me – but that’s OK. It was beautiful. And I got to love more people.
You opened new countries to me … countries I will always carry in my heart … countries that have changed who I am. I’m better, stronger for it. My perspective is wider and through even more friendships, I spread love out across the sea. Though I need a home, my roots, a base – my appreciation and my desire for travel was split open because of you. That door will never close.
Thank you for loving me in your ways. Thank you for allowing me to fully love you and experience being your wife and best friend. My life is richer.
Thank you for teaching me about mosquitoes, parasitoid wasps, malaria, dengue, the Amazon, adventure. Now I know to pack some of the heavy stuff at the top of a backpack; how to put a duvet in its cover; how to make coffee in a French Press.
Thank you for England: football; Pims; being twirly; scotch eggs; Hob Nobs; PG Tips; Galaxy chocolate; pubs; for teaching me how to pronounce my t’s; the Cotswolds; Dover’s Hill; Scotland; Wales; and magical Christmases with your family.
Thank you for Kenya, Ethiopia, Myanmar, UAE, Germany, Thailand, and Malaysia. Thank you for Mardi Gras and rainforests, countless safaris, learning about the different species of zebra and giraffe. Thank you for giving me Africa. Photography. For Lord of the Rings and the Hobbit. For Battlestar Gallactica. For pulling me out of my literary snobbery.
Thank you for sarcasm and wit. For Perspective.
Thank you for asking me to marry you on that bench with the lamppost. Then asking me again, years later, this time on your knees, at the same spot … even though, now … things have worked out completely differently. I knew you meant it then.
For that New Year’s eve in Nairobi – the one where you asked if I would be a parent with you – I thank you the most for that. Because from that night, that decision, we are parents to an incredible child. This girl will have – has had already – an unconventional life. Thank you. Thank you for our daughter. Just. Thank you. She is the best of you. The best of me. (And we’re in trouble!)
Thank you for really deciding who you need to be and saying so. You told me the truth even when it was brutally hard; but it was the truth. And my heart knew it. And for telling me the truth, I found compassion and forgiveness.
Thank you for asking me to let you go. Because I loved you, I did. And I know you asked me to let you go because you loved me, too.
By letting you go, I have reclaimed part of myself, a freedom. By letting you go, I have moved – in many ways – towards a new lifewith a new set of rules and principles that are my truth. Ones that work for me, that shift and soar. This feels good and right.
We are both on separate journeys; yet, you will always be within me: I owe part of the woman I am now to you. Without you, I would not have had these experiences. I am stronger, clearer, braver.
You gave me much. Even the tough, the feeling of brokenness (which has healed), for the parts you fell short and I fell short: I’m thankful.
Now, I know what I need.
What I want.
What I’ll accept.
I know how to be better. Different.
Thank you for supporting our daughter and for helping to support my dreams. You believed in me.
You’ve given me the opportunity to learn to forgive, to practice love unconditionally, for understanding love alone does not make a marriage and nor does a piece of paper.
Sometimes love means letting go to allow room for a new growth, a new life, to take root.
Thank you for the coffee. For 12 years.
No regrets.
I wish for you what it is you wish for … with my whole heart and much love.
Wow. My thank-you letter to my ex-husband would probably just be a note, "Thanks for not letting yourself, or any of us, end up on the 6 o'clock news." {Of course, my ex didn't show me the world either — the closest he came to that was a willingness to share a six-pack of international beers…just sayin'.} You ROCK, Becky!
Very beautiful post. Well said, and well done.
Becky, That was BEAUTIFUL! You have an amazing gift of writing and sharing your true self and story. I wish all marriages that end in divorce could read this. You, your daughter, and your ex-husband are blessed beyond measure, by not only your forgiveness and understanding, but by the gratitude for what you had and who you are because of it. I hope you don't mind me sharing this! Thank you for sharing with all of us. You are a gift! Debbie Kusch
Becky-wonderfully wrote…..simply beautiful like you 🙂
You are amazing Becky!
What a testimony you have girl. That was moving and so beautiful. I haven't commented much but know that I have been watching as this has unfolded in your life (since our flying class) and have prayed for you. Still praying because I know how painful it can be. Just know that I am so proud of you and how you have done. Your daughter will thank you for it some day. Praying life will be joy filled to the max for all of you. Blessings to you.
Becky, thank you for sharing your story and your truth, and your love, and your heart. Thank you for this beautiful writing. Thank you to be you, just you, thank you to be a beautiful soul. I am so , so blessed you are my friend, so blessed you are my soul sister. You are a gift. Xoxo Valérie.
Moving…. heartfelt… honest… qualities that embody you as a person. Thanks for sharing, Becky. Love you. Selina
Oh, Beck, so very many lessons here. You have always been the biggest heart I've ever known and to this day, though it's been years since I've sat with you face-to-face, I can hear your voice and feel the inimitable warmth of your smile. So much love to you as you move forward all the while honoring your past.
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Dear Becky, This letter of yours is actually a beautiful example that divorce does not mean the end of love, you actually show it's the means of extending love in the right direction. I have never married (yet) because of the fear of divorce, since I experienced an ugly and tragic one through my parents.
Thank you for your courage (heart word) + eloquence in expressing something very painful but also vey meaningful that leads to growth and more love. Bless you!
Wow Becky. This is beautiful. I sat still a while after I read it. Thank you for expressing yourself in such a beautiful way.
I'm so honoured to have this opportunity to read your heartfelt post Becky. It shows us that love sometimes means letting go and finding peace, acceptance in the face of something so incredibly difficult. The part "you asked if I would be a parent with you", filled me with goose bumps and tears. Your daughter has two amazing individuals that chose to commit with all they had in bringing her into this world. What a Blessing!! Much love to you. xoxo
I am so grateful that Amanda shared this post. This is beautiful and a lesson to all of us about appreciating the views that people bring to us while still recognizing the potholes along the way. Thank you so much for your words. I can't wait to read more of what you have to share.
Beautifully said. Brave and calm and full of awareness that life doesn't always have to be conventional to have meaning and add value.
So brave. So beautiful. So full of love and respect. <3 …
Brave. Honest. Raw. Grace-filled.
Your heart is showing. And it's beautiful.
Thank you.
I'm sure you will make a great ex-wife. That's a rare achievement.
Such a beautiful heart and open mind, you will achieve great things in life, may your journey be peaceful , uplifting, and exciting xo
That was beautiful, but if my ex-husband would have traveled like that, I would have
stayed with him!!!
It is so healthy to feel as you do rather than harboring regret and resentment. Well done, flying sis.
Beautiful, honest and refreshing. You rock Becky and I miss you so much xxxxx
So profound!! And so you! Loved every single bit!
Beautiful. Brought tears to my eyes.
I love it! because shows how a woman can respect herself enough to make painful decisions and keep going. You are brave, you are amazing!!!
Tears Becky, you are amazing
Robin, you made me laugh! 🙂 Thank you. You're fab.
Thank you for your kind words.
Cheers, Valerie. 🙂 Thank you.
Debbie,
Thank you for your heartfelt words. He and I have spoken about this letter and one of our biggest hopes is that it will be a touchstone, a place of healing (maybe?) for our daughter when she gets older.
By all means – share away! Thank you! <3
Thank you. 🙂 <3
Aww – thank you, Michelle. 🙂
Debra,
Thank you for following along on this journey. Thank you also for your prayers and well wishes – I am sure they have helped. 🙂
Lots of love to you.
Sweet Valerie –
We must meet-up face-to-face one day. 🙂 You bring such a place of light in my little world.
Thank you. 🙂
I love you, Selina. <3 <3 Miss you.
Amanda,
Your words brought me to tears. Thank you for the support and love. Thank you for remembering – and I'm grateful for our face-to-face times.
Sending you lots of love. <3
Lisa,
No harm in not getting married! lol However, I am sorry that you had such a painful experience as a child with divorce – that hurts.
I really love what you said about love now being extended in a different direction. So beautiful. So true. Love that. Thank you! <3
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Thank you, Renee. Thank you for reading it. 🙂
Thank you, Suzanne. 🙂 I love that the part about being a parent touched you. Yes, our daughter was planned, wanted, and received with great big arms. 🙂
Thank you for always being so supportive. Lots of love to you.
Thank you for visiting Shannon! It's lovely you read the post – thank you. 🙂
I'm all for being unconventional. 🙂
Thank you for reading and commenting. 🙂
Thank you, beautiful Laly. <3
<3 Laura, you always make my heart feel joyful. Thank you.
THANK YOU, alliwant! 🙂 Your comment made me smile. Love it.
Thank you for the loving words + wishes. 🙂
Ha! Thanks for the laugh. 🙂 And thank you for reading. 🙂
<3 Cheers, Jean. 🙂
Miss you so much, too, P. <3 (Sigh.)
Love you, Fareen! <3
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Thank you, Carol. 🙂
Oh, bless. Thank you, Romy, for your kind words. <3
Thank you. <3
So many words. So beautiful. I have no words… X
I loved every word of this. So beautiful. I cried and cried and cried. I too am so glad you two met, because if you hadn't, I would never have met you, and had the chance to be twirly with you. Thank you again for sharing your deepest thoughts with us all and being able to express so beautifully feelings that comes out of most of us as simply as "Urrghhhhh".
What a sweet letter. What lovely people.
wow, if that last photo was of a scene flying over the desert, i might have thought i was reading some secret excerpt from the english patient … with all your talk of travel, and english accents and love. beautiful becky. i am truly amazed by you!
Beautiful words and beautiful photos. You have always had such a great way with words and the biggest heart of anyone I know. I'm sorry for the pain you've had to go through, my dear friend, but I know it's helped form who you are today. How lucky that little girl is to have you for a mom. I love you, Becky! <3
Beautiful.
Gift and gifted are the words, in all their meanings, that come to me for you. Just wonderful, Becky.
Gail
You brave, wise, and beautiful woman. You got exactly what we are all suppose to learn, experience, and cherish out of any relationship even when the purpose or meaning of the relationship has changed. I do hope I never have to write this letter and that my ending is different but if I had to, I hope that my pain doesn't overshadow the good and that I too could be brave and as candid as you have been here. Thank you for the best post I have read today. Be blessed!
Wow! This inspired me to forgive my ex…This made me cry… as much hate I have for her is as much love i still have for her… ugh!
Becky, such a beautiful post. All those good memories and feelings will live on, despite the pain of letting go and moving on, as long as you let them. I'm so happy you have chosen this road. It's a lovely story and will be a beautiful sentiment for your daughter. xoxo
Hello Becky.. I did enjoy reading your letter.. I have learned one thing.. and it took me 45 years.. that the only way to be as classy as you are is to MATURE and unfortunately 95.0% of men and women, worldwide, die immature. As a result of this, a lot of people/couples go through life wasting so much emotion with things that are irrelevant. After I did grow up I realized that we are a ONE time guests in this life.. and that we will act and behave depending of the kind of information we have loaded in our minds. I see that all the ones that made a comment about your letter are women.. not a single man and that confirms what I have been able to learn.. that man live the moment with a localized joy compared to women who live today and tomorrow with tons of sensitivity that is spread from their toes to their hair. The bottom line, I think you understand what "The Meaning of Life" is all about and this has allowed you to be strong and decisive. No sense of sharing your life with another life if there is no connection and no mental and emotional harmony. And, your daughter is fortunate to have MATURE parents who will guide her so she can have all the tools that will allow her to figure out what it takes to be happy.. on her own and with someone else. You wrote an awesome letter and it did touch me because I was able to find my feminine side, to be sensitive as women are.
I can tell writing it was cathartic. It's a very sincere letter.
Dear Becky, It's joy to know you through your writing. Yes, I agree that your baby will benefit from the understanding that you two adults are showing as you plan for her future. Divorce often, most likely always, leaves some sort of hurt. . .as does other life events and relationships. Your writing emphasizes the need for healing and the ability to retain the good and the growth has has taken place among those years. What a thoughtful piece and so very well done!
Becky, I still remember meeting you both for the first and only time at your wedding. I was a little reluctant to come when your dad asked because it felt a little intrusive on such a special family occasion, when I knew neither bride nor groom! But you all made me feel so welcome, I was struck by what remarkable people you both were, and clearly still are. Your letter is full of grace, and of a life being very well lived. Linda
Thank you, Tineke. 🙂
Oh, Lou. I will always be so grateful to you and P. I'm blessed and lucky that through C, I was able to meet some of the most wonderful people I will ever know. This includes you. Anyone who gets the honor to be your neighbor is lucky – like I was. I miss our ER + wine nights. And I will always thank you + D for making me the craziest, BEST wedding cake EVER. (Only I would forget you're supposed to have one of those…lol). I loved our twirly times, too. Love you always.
Thank you, RJ.
lol – You're so sweet, Jenn. 🙂 Thank you. 🙂
I love you, Lola. Thank you. 🙂
Thank you. 🙂
I think I might cry, Gail. Thank you for your beautiful words. 🙂
Thank you, Naomi. I hope you don't have to write the letter, either (lol!); but yes, relationships and their purposes can change – or perhaps their purposes get met and it's time for new purposes, new lessons. I think that as long as we see that, remember that (remember that just because a relationship changes doesn't mean it was all for naught), we can heal. Thank you for stopping by + leaving a comment. 😉
Big hugs to you. I think we can still love and accept there's been pain and a lot of hurt; yet by really admitting the love there, too, then we can let go a bit. That helps to free us, it seems. Let's us move on in a different direction and clear a space for changes. (I hope?! lol)
Good luck to you. 🙂
Thank you, Lisa. 🙂 🙂
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Hey, Philip! 🙂
Yes. It WAS cathartic and writing it in itself was part of the letting go. And yes – sincere. Thanks for reading it! 🙂
Thank you, Becky. 🙂
My daughter's dad + I are hopeful that maybe someday this will help her, too. Just as we entered marriage with lots of discussion on how we wanted to live our lives together, we entered the end of the marriage the same: with lots of discussion on how we wanted to be, who we wanted to be (for our own sake's and for our daughter's). I'm proud we've been able to do that and am VERY grateful I had married a man who was capable of this. 🙂
p.s. I think EVERYONE is capable, by the way – it's a choice. Might be very difficult (and certainly depending on circumstances), yet, still … a choice.
Hi Linda,
Thanks for coming to our wedding and I remember you being there. It was a joy and fun to have you attend. 🙂 I'm happy to know you felt welcomed there.
Thanks for reading + for your kind words. 🙂
Dear Becky, just stumbled on your lovely blog and felt heard and understood through your experiences. I have experienced a marriage/relationships that have been hard but most times come through the other end with gratitude for them, the relationship and for who I was becoming through them. It is good to know that there are others who feel the pain and joy in these connections and disconnections equally with gratitude. Beautiful, real writing. Thank you for putting your feelings and experiences out there in to the world through your beautiful writing. Wishing you well on your journey.
I am in a very similar situation, where my husband and I love each other, but he discovered that he values his independence above our marriage. I've been fighting for us and our son, but in my heart I know my husband can no longer be what I want. I am terrified to lay it on the table, as you have in your letter, because I am afraid that once I admit the truth, there will be no going back. I don't want to let him go, because then he'll be gone. How do you let love go? How do you silence your heartbeat?
Hi Ernesto,
Thank you for your lovely comment. I think it's a matter of trying to reach down within us and seeing the truth, owning it, and then having compassion for ourselves and others. I think we can do this, that whole victim versus villin mindset quiets. Not always easy to do; I certainly can "go there" sometimes – we all do. It just doesn't feel good. It feels better to let go. In my case, my ex-husband was able to be truthful with me about what he needed – and I was able to recognize that truth – so that allowed room for forgiveness, and ultimately, gratitude.
Thanks again for stopping by. Good luck on your journey in life.
Mihrini –
Thank you. Sending you lots of love. I am grateful you stopped by to leave a comment – I too, feel happy to know there are others out there with similar experiences. 🙂 (Hello, kindred spirit!)
Wishing you all the best, too. 🙂
Dear Anonymous –
You just laid it out on the table. Welcome to that table (so know what that feels like). And though you haven't told that to him directly – you just said it here, and to yourself – and there isn't any going back now. That's OK.
You said beautiful things – like how in your heart you know he can no longer be what you want; I think that is the key here: Knowing what your needs are, what you deserve. Speak that truth to him. Let him then speak his to you. At that point, he decides if he can meet your needs and you decide what to do with that information.
It's important to fight. You give it all you've got without dragging yourself down or losing your integrity. I think there are opportunities for unconditional love – so my hope for you is that when you and your husband do talk, that you do it from a place of love (for each other and for yourself and your son). It's hard.
And to answer your question about how to let love go? I don't think you do. Or why would you? I think the shape of love changes – but love is love, isn't it? (I think it is, anyway.) So you can let HIM go, but you can still love. That's a beautiful thing. (I'll always love my daughter's dad, but it's the love where I see him clearly, I see me clearly, and I just wish the best for him. It's not the love where I want to keep him, have him be my husband. I believe he feels the same – and I think that's real love.)
Anyway – I will think of you. Good luck. Keep true to who you are. Much love to you.
Thanks, Becky. It's true there is no going back. It helps to hear you say that's OK.
I am amazed. It's not easy. I am also going through something similar but my partner has only made me a betterman.
I don't wish to marry anyone anymore because I know my possessiveness, jealousy andreactions will again harm two people's lives.
Now I'm just happy to be her friend with her.
Wow! I love this. Thank you so much for sharing it and touching us with your words!
Best wishes with everything for you moving forward, peculiarblend; I think that relationships are great places for us to learn about who we are. I know there are things I could've done better in my marriage. It's all about learning and growing. 🙂
Thank you. 🙂
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I am awe, Becky. This is crazy beautiful and so full of grace. Thoughts of healing and peace are in my heart for you tonight. xo, janice
Hi Becky, I read your article on Huffington Post about dating big girls and I decided to check your blog. I love your blog posts. I've been hooked for the past 3 hours. You're an amazing writer and so honest and real. I appreciate that. Thank you for sharing this beautiful story and for inspiring me. Best wishes to you, your daughter and your ex-husband. -Joane
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Thank you so much, Janice. <3 <3 <3
Joane –
Thank you for taking the time to read through my posts. I feel honored. Thank you for your kind words. 🙂
All the very best to you. And happy holidays!
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I have been in great bondage for almost 2 years suffering in the hands of a cheating husband, we were happy and leaving well until he meant his old time gilr friend and he started dating her outside our marriage before you knew it he stooped caring and taking care of his own family it was to the extent that now he was planning to get married to her and divorce me his own wife, i have cried and reported him to his family but he never listened to anyone but to cut my story short i came in search for a real spell caster who could destroy their relationship and make him come back me and our 2 kids on my search i saw people making testimony on how their marriage where restored by DR.ABEGBE i pick his email and i narrated my story to him and he agreed to help me and after performing a spell on the third day they both had a quarrel and he beat his girlfriend up and he came home begging for i and my little kids to forgive him that his eyes are clear now that he will never do anything that will hurt his family again and promise to be a caring father and never cheat again. I am so so happy that i did not lose him to the girl all appreciation goes to DR.ABEGBE for you are a Great spell caster and to whom this may concern if you have a cheating husband or wife you can as well email him on (DR.ABEGBESPELLHOME@GMAIL.COM ) or you can call him +2348113017989 http://abegbespellhome.webs.com
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Hello friends, an awesome and amazing testimony about a Great spell caster i really love to share. My name is Wilson Felix from the Canada. Getting my wife back is what i least expected and could never imagine. I and my wife have been married for five years and we have been living happily but all of a sudden she changed completely and turned away from me and i never knew what was going on, i tried to ask her but she refused to tell me what the problem is, and as time went on she sought for a divorce. I was so worried and confused, and i did all my possible best to get her back but it wasn't easy, i thought all hope was lost, and during my search for a way out, a friend of mine who had similar problem told me about a great spell caster called Dr OSAUYI who helped him get back his wife also. I never believe in spell casting in my entire life or a magic because i never thought it will work but i tried to give this man a chance and to my greatest surprise, He cast a spell to bring her back, but today we are back together into a lovely home with three beautiful kids. We are happy together again and i am using this opportunity to tell anyone passing similar situation to contact him on OSAUYILOVESPELL@GMAIL.COM OR OSAUYILOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM OR YOU CAN CALL HIS CELL PHONE and you will be the next to tell a new testimony.
Today has being the most happiest day of my life after 1 year of sadness and sorrow without being with the one i love, i tried all my possible best to make sure i make my lover happy but it never seems to work out well it was like am doing everything in vain but all thanks to Dr OSAUYI for coming to change all my worries and sadness to Joy. i knew the great man when i read some wonderful reviews about Dr OSAUYI how he has helped a lots of people on there relationship problem i was reading a magazine which then i saw great testimonies as well which then i decided not to waste time because i have missed my lover so much i decided to contact him and share all my problem with him which then he told me not to worry that he assures me that within 48 hours everything would be sorted out i believed Dr OSAUYI so much because i believe he can't fail me but truly Dr OSAUYI never failed me a man that stand on his worlds is really a man,my husband who left me for good a year plus replied my text and returned my calls and asked me to please forgive him i was so happy am so grateful to Dr OSAUYI for what he has done for me if you are there pass the same problem or any kinds of problem just contact the great man on OSAUYILOVESPELL@GMAIL.COM or OSAUYILOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM call his mobile number +2348100515075.
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My Name is Bella Tina, From Canada I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called Dr OSAUYI has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex husband to me with his great spell within 24 hours. I was married to my husband Alans Evans, we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to give him a child for 2 years he left me and told me he can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get him back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave his contact email OSAUYILOVESPELL@GMAIL.COM then you won’t believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared cast a very strong spell for me and bring my lost husband back within 24hrs, and after a month I miss my monthly period and went for a test and the result showed that i was pregnant. i am happy today am a mother of a baby girl, thank you once again the great Dr OSAUYI for what you have done for me.Contact him on his private email OSAUYILOVESPELL@GMAIL.COM OR OSAUYILOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM if you are out there passing through any of this problems or predicaments in your life. or you can call the great man on
Hey Becky! So good to read your story and learn that you have moved on since we lastly talked in Myanmar….Life is worth living…..You deserve nothing but the very best. Go for it!
A big hug from Silper and Golden….
THank you so much, Silper! I miss you and Golden. <3 Sending you both lots of love.